夢

記得曾經在病榻中,您每天送上慰問,祝福,可能與病魔苦戰令人變得很脆弱,久而久之,這種種關懷,溫暖著我,不覺間成為我在絕望中的一個倚靠,不覺間編織成一份感情.一天,您牽我手帶我走進夢境,一個祇有浪漫,祇有我與您的夢,一方面我眷戀這份甜蜜,但卻又在懼怕中渡日,因為我很清楚這祇是一個不可能圓的夢.我試圖掙扎著,但卻愈陷愈深,我終於迷失方向,再也找不了出路,每天沉醉在夢境中,任由這個夢控制我的喜怒哀樂,每天期待著奇蹟出現,把這個夢變為現實!

一天,您告訴我夢要結束了,我的心好痛,但我沒哭過,因為那是種哭不出的傷痛,我曾意圖力挽,您卻堅持著,在瀕臨崩潰之際,我想了一夜,我覺得應尊重您的決定,保留著自己的尊嚴.縱是不捨,也得接受!

本來這是一個刻骨銘心的夢,一段美麗的回憶,但我卻選擇把一切忘掉,因為每每想起,我的心總會隱隱作痛!

這兩天我又在病榻中,已不再希冀您的溫柔,摯友們每天送來慰問,已足以令我溫暖.這兩晚我總在做同一個夢,夢中有雙手緊緊的牽著我,直至天明,我感受當中溫暖尤如昨天,我不知道這雙手是屬於誰的?也不願去深究,我已學會一笑置之,畢竟,這也是個夢 !

給大家送上一首我好喜歡的歌,好美的夢,假設您們遇上一個如斯美夢,您們又會如何?(請自行關上背景音樂)

Reality by Richard Sanderson

Met you by surprise
I didn't realize that my life would change forever
Saw you standing there
I didn't know I cared
There was something special in the air

Dreams are my reality
The only kind of real fantasy
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
It seems as if it's meant to be

Dreams are my reality
A different kind of reality
I dream of loving in the night
And loving seems alright
Although it's only fantasy

If you do exist, honey don't resist
Show me a new way of loving
Tell me that it's true
Show me what to do
I feel something special about you

Dreams are my reality
The only kind of reality
May be my foolishness has past
And may be now at last
I'll see how a real thing can be

Dreams are my reality
A wonderous world where I like to be
I dream of holding you all night
And holding you seems right
Perhaps that's my reality

Met you by surprise
I didn't realize that my life would change forever
Tell me that it's true
Feelings that I am you
I feel something special about you

Dreams are my reality
A wonderous world where I like to be
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
Although it's only fantasy

Dreams are my reality
I like to dream of you close to me
I dream of loving in the night
And loving you seems right
Perhaps that's my reality