考驗

曾說過人生要多接受挑戰,才活得精彩,每次跨過考驗後,人彷彿馬上升"呢".自信心提升不少,但..考驗有沒有需要這麼多??這麼密??

講得動聽點,是考驗,老實點,真想問句:"天,您要玩我玩到幾時??"有時很懷疑人生在世,究竟為何而活??有時覺得自己就像在大海裡浮游,曾經以為自己已靠岸,但...一個浪,又從頭游過,已經太累太累,已經沒有氣力,究竟要游到幾時??一直很相信勤勞的人必會成功,但原來勤勞,最終可能祇會肺癆.一直很相信人要靠自己,但原來靠自己真的不容易.接下來的路...我真的不懂怎樣行了,真的很累,很怕,真怕有一天力不從心,會慘遭沒頂.已經沒有太多奢求,已經不在乎失去了多少,祇想簡簡單單的活下去,但原來簡單又確實一點也不簡單!!

其實自問已經很積極,還可以怎樣??但一次又一次令人洩氣..不懂了,真的不懂了!!

Rainy days and Mondays

Talking to myself and feeling old
Sometimes I'd like to quit
Nothing ever seems to fit
Hanging around
Nothing to do but frown
Rainy days and Mondays always get me down

What I've got they used to call the blues
Nothing is really wrong
Feeling like I don't belong
Walking around
Some kind of lonely clown
Rainy days and Mondays always get me down

Funny but it seems I always wind up here with you
Nice to know somebody loves me
Funny but it seems that it's the only thing to do
Run and find the one who loves me

What I feel has come and gone before
No need to talk it out
We know what it's all about
Hanging around
Nothing to do but frown
Rainy days and Mondays always get me down