who can tell me

just tell me what I can do.

to relief the pain?   doctor said do phsio-treatment

after doing so many,  o h.. swelling on shoulders seems getting serious ..

doctor said take panadol extend and acroxia.

feeling dizziness....doctor said take stemetil

feeling so pain!   doctor said take panadol extend....  

falling again this afternoon, it’s the 3rd time this week,  

doctor said again, panadol extend,  max. dose per day is 8 !

bruises on my thighs and arms, joints and wrists are still feeling pain

doctor said sleep more and stay at the bed more....
actually, sleeping is the only pastime except back to work these days....

is it the time to stop?     no one dare to say

feeling pain, physically or psychologically, who knows....

only thing i really know what I should do is

to deep breath and try to stay calm whenever I feel dizziness and

gonna to FALL! 

time passed second by second

minute by minute

hour by hour and day by day

the feeling of pain follows me elsewhere

how come? 

all medications seem don't work..

oooh, what's wrong with me...

who can tell me why?

i've tried hard to ride out all the difficulties

i've so many things prepared to do…

but I am sooooooooooo tired…