我等……

無論如何，鼻樑中間長了顆青春痘，要破財的。

幾年前，在一些升學博覽，哥哥說可以先報一些課程，便報了；報，要錢……忘了職員有否說可以退錢，總之回家後是給父母罵了的……當時鼻樑側邊長了顆青春痘，２００大元果然凍過水。

中間，是正財要用；側邊，是偏財要用……

我明白這次和當義工有關。聽聞意粉媽我朋友替我找到一所公司問，但該公司在中環。意粉，住粉嶺的！可是為了該份要找工作寫報告的功課，免不了。

這就是說我會成功得到工作機會嗎？（現在還未落實，要等電話）

另外，早前說要給錢當義工的組織，意粉忘了過數，就是未付錢；可能，要是上述機會到了，意粉會縮沙；

又有可能，當上述中環的工作機會到了，甚麼義工也沒時間做……

督督問我人生目標是甚麼，我回了：

「

you sensed my limit in locating a goal for my life...你都發現我在找尋人生目的上有些問題

in fact, i am still finding~其實我還在找

or, i should say, i long for a life that is meaningful, but the article did not mention that-- my short term goal is to finish my degree, and a shorter and shorter sight is to finish the placement report.或者，我該說，我希望活一個有意義的人生；可是我的文章（《意．義》）沒有提及過：　短期目標呢，我先要完成學位；更短期更短期的目標，我要完成找工作寫報告的功課

i am really sorry that i locate my goals so short-sightedly at this moment,抱歉現在的我於人生目標上這麼短視

i really would like to have better goals to achieve,我真的想實現更好的人生目標

but at this moment,但在這刻

it seems that i really have to finish the short-sighted goals in order to pursue higher and higher goals, till eternity.彷彿我先要完成短視的目標才能追求更高更高的目標，直到永遠

i want to lead a free life,我想活得自由

not very wealthy; not wealthy is also okay~不太富有；不富有都可以

i would like to be living in a nearly pressure-free env,我想在近乎無壓力的環境裡生活

and of course since that is too idealistic, i will not be so idealistic~當然因為這樣過於理想化，我不會這麼理想化

i want to be a civil servant ar!!!我想做工務員

then, rice bowl is guaranteed~這麼一來，飯碗安稳

then, life safety is secured~這麼一來，人生安全有保障

then, i can draw and write on Sat and Sun and other holidays.............這麼一來，周六日及其他假期都可以繪畫、寫作

=.=」